.:I Am ExtrAorDinaRy:.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005


sometimes you just have to resign yourself to the fact that you will never get what you really need from the people around you. from those so-called close friends.
and you just have to move on.
or die trying.
:D

dizzyRaish muZed @ 4:10 PM


Friday, June 24, 2005


things that piss me off of late:

1. working at my stupid company
2. people around me that annoy me to no end
3. mediocre people who seem to be getting ahead. i mean enough people acknowledge them as useless and yet nothing is being done about it.
4. to that end...unfulfilled promises.
5. the fact that im due for a holiday but have neither the time nor resources to go!!!

dizzyRaish muZed @ 3:48 PM


Tuesday, January 18, 2005


dear LORD..

i jus dunno wht to do with myself!!!!

im beyond bored.....

holy crap....

today is soo gonna be a long day man....
boo hoooo.....
long n sucky, i can feel it in ma bones...

man, i hv a mad craving to go on a shopping spree...
aaaaaaaaaaaaa Retail Theraphy...nothing quite like it...
recommended to all who's having a shitty existence....


dizzyRaish muZed @ 10:55 AM


Wednesday, January 12, 2005


wow...its been ages, i knw!

and some ppl jus assumed i'd shut u down, huh baby?
but noo.....i still had u in my sights...
just havent been inspired to drone on here...

so why am i here?
suddenly, after abt a coupla mth's silence?
change of scene, perhaps?
i mean, obviously theres a problem...or i wudnt come a-running here.

i think, ladies and gents....
im suffering fr what has now become a yearly depression.
i dunno.
i mean, GOD!
what ISN'T pissing me off these days?
my suspicion level's hiked up abt a gazillion notches!!!
im paranoid everthing's gonna fall apart.

and yet.
i do hv good days.
wen i feel euphoria...
but they r far and few in between.

seems my old fren insecurity decided to take up a permanent residence in my empty mind.

it started off wit a shitty new year.
an nd now i find myself spiralling down a path of self destruction and i dunno where the emergency brake is located!

id go into more details, but details r sucha bore.



dizzyRaish muZed @ 3:08 PM


Friday, November 26, 2004


its bafflign how fast my brain forgets all my writing inspiration!!!
thus is why i need a voice recorder!
coz all my inspiriation comes wen im out n about...
not stuck in n office....

sigh..

but some ppl will nvr understand...
hehehe
yeah m talkin abt YOU, lenny loosejocks!!!
LOL

dizzyRaish muZed @ 5:31 PM


Tuesday, October 26, 2004


i have a splitting headache...
arrrrggghhhh...
since yesterday.
n tht can only mean ONE thing.
too much work in too little time allowed!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
n now the migraines have begun..
drats!!!

yo!
im in 3 projects...
obviously im being stretched in more directions than my body can allow, no?
sigh..
its good to b oh so valuable (who m i kidding, slave man..just ur garden variety slave...)
on top of that these numbskulls actually had the nerve to ask me to present to clients this friday!!!
no fucken way..
no way m i ready for tht shit..
ok, granted not many in my company can present for shit nyways...
but i'd like to hone my skills 1st n not embarass maself..
im not even thinkin of the company's sake here...
this is purely selfish!!
hahahah

ok...headache is receding...
damn..these drugs..i mean panadols r good...

y the fuck is the phone rining off the hook??
its enuf to drive anyone INSANE!!!
aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

oh n in other news....
say hello to precioussss :D


dizzyRaish muZed @ 9:20 AM


Tuesday, October 12, 2004


right...
its not enough that im walking on a knife edged bridge...
they had to make me walk over the bridge that runs over the fiery pit...
sheesh..
n blind-folded to boot!

pretty much sums up what ive been going through past few weeks...

so a hurdle..
he says..
in order for me to prove my worth.

gosh.
peer and supervisor praise n being able to do the job just AINT enough anymore.
SIGH.

right, back to the hurdle.

we'll b given a topic n then they wanna c how our brain processes the info n spits out a solution n whether we can present it well or not..
(psst...WHAT brain???)
reminiscent of shell really...
n i didnt geddit, now did i?

ok
BREATHE

ok, i will NOT hv a major freak out..
i WILL take this as a challenge.
i WILL make it..
i WILL pass with flying colors..

besides, someone said 1/2 of it is over coz im already anxious to prepare..
wht kinda mumbo jumbo consultant's crap is that???
:P

but anyways..
i mean i think im already on ma way to being a grand conArtist of sorts, right?
i mean ive already conned most of the ppl who've worked wit me about how efficient n hard-working i am...
if only they knew...no wait, its GOOD they dont!

its only a matter of now conning my way to the top!!
*muahahahahaha - eVil laff

oh well...
wht will b will b....



dizzyRaish muZed @ 3:14 PM